As I woke up and thought this was going
to be my normal Saturday,
I happily went downstairs to start up... only to hear a
conversation.
I was thinking about who they were talking
about because I can't really hear them clearly in
the bathroom.
And then, I went outside and they told
me to get ready because
we're going to Makati Med.
Right then and there, I know what they meant.
And God knows how angry I was.
I was going to the hospital to get some
shot for asthma.
But the problem is.... I hate injections.
And to think, I have to get one shot per week.
I cried silently as I sat down a chair.
Thinking about it all.... you might think I'm a scaredy cat,
I mean... it's just a shot right?
Well, it's not for me... it's a great fear!!
And if you say "face your fears" I'll tell you,
"you don't effin know what you're saying!"
Because I've faced it so many times! And the fear
never vanished.
I threw things around my room especially those
things that my aunt and uncle gave me.
I hated them...
You might think I'm selfish... but guess what?
They're the one's who're selfish!!
I hate being forced into something I don't like!!!
When I was dressed, I went downstairs again and
just threw things around as I searched for my bag,
I didn't even bother picking them up.
My cousin saw how angry I was...
I mean, all of them didn't even stood up for me!!!
I was so angry!!
But my cousin had the heart to lend me his
portable DVD player so I
can watch HEROES there in the hospital
while waiting for my name to be called.
I felt a whole lot better... but I still glared at my aunt and uncle
because they're the ones who's forcing me to go to
that doctor who I don't know.
I still cried on the way,
I didn't even eat breakfast yet.
I was cursing them, I was thinking about revenge all the way.
And then, when we got there...
it's as if God heard me.
Because when we went to the doctor's room.. there was
a paper posted on the wall, it said:
"The Doctor is currently not here."
I smiled a little... I've been saved.
Thank you Lord!
We went home and after I ate I went straight upstairs
and made those two: the icon and the mini banner.
I want to take my mind off of what had
happened this morning.
The girl in the mini banner is Jade from Sweetbox.
She sang the overly sweet and soothing song
called "1000 Words" it's the main song
in Final Fantasy X-2.
I'm also having problems with 'preparing for college.'
It's really hard... because I've never took any
'entrance exam.'
Song: Timeless ~ Jang Ri In feat Xiah Junsu
Playing: Nothing at the moment.
Goal: To finish graphic requests.
Reading: Nothing at the moment.
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