Oh gosh, so this is it? I'm officially 19 years old?
This shall be my LAST TEEN year?
Oh, the agony!!!
I feel so old!

MEH.

Today, or well, yesterday, my only class was CADVIS.
We didn't do anything.
We're actually supposed to design a specific room using a specific
design software called, AutoCAD.
Unfortunately, much to my utter dismay, I'm not what you'd call a
very attentive listener.
Hence, I practically forgot half of the lessons and commands that
my prof have already discussed in the past few meetings.
Also, considering the fact that I was not in class during the time
when my dear prof had finally discussed about making 3D objects using
said design software,
*hyperventilates*
I don't think that this will turn out too great.
I barely know anything about AutoCAD.
This sucks. This really sucks.

At exactly 12 midnight, my guy friend greeted me a happy birthday together
with dozens of other people from school and from some other places. LOL.
Before midnight, this guy was constantly reminding me of how
much time left before it was my birthday.
It was his countdown for me.
I kept on teasing him too, and he let me.
I'm not used to it. He usually fights back. I think I like it better when he fights back.
LOL.

After midnight, my wall was pretty much filled
with birthday greetings.
I was a bit disappointed that my close friends weren't the ones
who greeted me first.
I kinda still feel sad because 2 of my college best buds have not
greeted me. I might be overreacting, but come on, you can't exactly blame me.
Of course a person would expect his/her closest friends to be the first ones to greet him.
I mean, those classmates of mine from another class
are the ones who actually made me smile earlier.

Still waiting for their texts, none received so far.
Even my high school buds haven't texted me.
I guess only one of them remembered.
And now, I feel a bit emo.
Gosh.
I can't even believe that I'm typing this.
But, I just needed to let it out.

I'm hoping for a nicer day later. Please.

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